I went to ieps BBQ last night with my friends Hannah and squid, but to be honest it wasn’t a good idea. For some reason he was really standoffish around his friends (who I knew majority of anyway; and they all know I’m his girlfriend). So I got upset. Then saw him tonight, and got upset.
I’m not sure if it’s justified; and he doesn’t like me anymore, or if I’m being a self conscious drama queen.
On the bright side, my parents delivered clothes, Minties, natural confectionary and Vegemite today. They also sent me my fabulous blue heels! At least if I get dumped I can cry into my Minties while walking around in my heels.
Wow, you will always be in my heart. Such a great person and you lit up my life in ways you could never imagine. I hope you’re in a better place somewhere. Rest in peace Lilly x
La la la queens night. Everything is going so well, good karma is hopefully coming my way.
I have heaps of local friends here though, that’s not the issue. The issue is that my ‘family’ is so close and we spend 24 hours of the day together and it’s hard to get away. I do have a bike (given to me by a local) and I do go bike riding; its a good idea but I do all of this already.
Watched the sunrise for the first time since I’ve been in holland. We are so fucked on miscellaneous drugs - I fucking love my life.
Playing pool with the boys and they are serenading me with ‘I come from a land down under’, telling me how they don’t understand any of it. I love them, I love holland…
